On Ebay Poachers

There must be a significant hate out there for these ebay poachers who search for limited editions (of anything) buy them and then have the goddamn fucking nerve to sell them for absurd amounts of money. Personally I hope they get the most violent and fierce sort of cancer in the worst possible places in their bodies so they die the most horrible, slow death there is to imagine. There exists no mercy for these insignificunt, useless, damaged sperm cells on this earth, or anywhere else for that matter. Read this and heed this, you cocksucking, vile diseases festering the planet.

I remember a guy in my past who'd love to see someone suffer by way of a foot long chain welded with razors, put in the mouth and torn out of the asshole and be tugged to and fro just for the hell of it... These poachers deserve worse!

Example (this is a limited edition of a 7 inch of a 1000 copies, it contains TWO SONGS): http://www.ebay.nl/itm/GHOST-SECULAR-HAZE-10-CLEAR-WAX-VERY-RARE-Elizabeth-/121075472779?pt=Music_on_Vinyl&hash=item1c30a9198b#ht_500wt_1203

P.S. DIE, DIE, DIE!!!

Are We Dead Yet?

The crux presented in this whole spectacle or apocalypse worship -for lack of a better term- is that whenever any-one group or sect or what have you is claiming that it is the end of the world, it's mere wish fulfillment on behalf of who's chanting and blabbering such self absorbed bullshit. Every 'end' toward anything always has a preamble or run-up to that end, be it in nature or to any form of product sold on the consumer's market.  But it's not like: "well, here's the expire date, if you don't use it before said date, it could or might explode in your face or cause violent diseases..." or whatever. It gradually dissolves, as do most things. This world has been going down the slope for some time now (or so they say) and will continue to do so cause that is nature at work. All damage, murder, violence, suppression, stupidity, abuse etc. is a medal you can pin on humanity. The earth itself however will stay and all human beings, as everything in nature, will not. But if you're that someone with a wish for a pre-collective death, count me out. Please.

My point is that people who keep themselves busy with any type of end of the world scenario are wasting their most valuable thing in this world; time. The human species might come to an end someday, maybe, who cares, but this ball of dirt will still be here -perhaps producing maybe some type of other species, whatever nature feels like- but the world or this planet, will keep floating in space carelessly. With nature as it's relentless mother. Your time here is very very short. Waste not.

That said, doomsayers are just another type of group who just really hate living and love to lie, a lot, albeit unaware, I presume. The only thing they live for is to die, bluntly put. Isn't that kind of contradictory? Anyway, they don't want to die alone so they create in their mind -or their collective mind, if you will- a means, be it by religion, culture, heritage, tradition etc., a story, a tale i.e. a lie, of how, when and what time this world will come to an end. As if they know! As if they ever could know! I don't know or care what kind of scientific, god-like persona you think you might have, but right off the bat, you're dead wrong! And you're always going to be miserably wrong and might actually be something or someone of worth if you were a productive, caring, loving being and whatever else your books, culture or heritage tells you to be, instead of making claims that you have the answer and formulas to, well, anything! But in this case being pretentious assholes who think they have the know-how and the messages from beings and calenders and rocks and dirt and space ad infinitum, 'informing' the rest of the world, with your so called knowledge proclaiming: "This is it, this is how it's going down everyone!" That's really pushing the bar to such an extent it is well over and beyond your head (and imagination, where all these stories spring from in the first place). Especially those who commit suicide and kill others with them so as not to come to terms that 'it' in fact did not happen. Bunch of pricks. So sad... I guess. But seriously, keep your lies, your miscalculated/misread bullshit and other assorted crap to yourselves, it's just not worth it, is it? And, it saves a little face and maybe makes for a much more harmonious living. I think.

J.A.C

Welcome! To post number 10.000! (Well, 10.001 actually)

Well then, 10.000 posts and the human race has yet to disappoint when it comes to killing, raping, abusing, corrupting, torturing, suppressing, violating, assaulting, repulsing, lying, dying, the continuance of believing in non-entities without 100% proof and/or fact, besmirching, being arrogant, hypocrite, heartless, careless, negligent, self loathing yet self praising, worthless and being utterly -oh, so utterly- STUPID at the same time.

Glad to say though, I'm living a content and oft times rewarding existence in this vile puddle of non- evolutionary repetitiveness. (it's like doing well in the place they described as hell many a time ago). There is no need for disappointment here. Moreover, enjoyment through fulfillment is at a peak, and with the occasional ups and downs -as is neccessary to keep the needed balance- watching and listening from this leather enclothed 'throne' for maybe an hour a day (and of course being out there everyday) I think it's pretty damn safe to say: Fuck you.

HONESTY, DISCIPLINE, RESPONSIBILITY, SELF CONTROL, REASON AND LOGIC are key words and actions (among others) in life. Humanity seldom if ever possess these traits as is obvious. Sure, I could post some blogs about how these actions might sometimes occur (and I did), but the opposite would outweigh it so much that it's even more embarassing to these self absorbed, altruistic -yet vengeful- sheep.

The lame stuff about it's getting better or worse and such I'll leave to the disillusioned and blind. Careful and daily examination will prove the same, time and again, however, where-ever.

Animals know the deal; you either live, die, eat or be eaten, hunt or be hunted. And though intrinsically instilled in people too, humanity tries to 'bend' those rules of nature through whatever scheme possible. But the outcome is still the same. You lose. You are responsible. It's your actions, your words that bring about any type of 'apocalypse' and/or 'revolution' of which the outcome is too predictable. It's third rate, pussified and degrading to no end.

The case of humanity is a truly sordid one indeed, cause they're the only ones who get to write about it... You deservedly enrich that what you sow.

And remember:

"Any vested interest which contrivedly interferes with your best interest is THEY." --Anton LaVey

J.A.C.

The Donkey Principle

A dutch adage goes: "A donkey does not hit his head on the same rock twice", which is supposed to relate to people and their mistakes... ahem. There is one bright side in this... for the donkey. To people with their 'superior brain' and 'intellect' this does not apply.

Many -if not all- hit that 'rock' well over 2 times and sometimes you just lose count. The stupidity that inhabits, nay, houses in people is embarrassingly high! Mistakes are made over and over, and, thinking they -we- learned anything from it is a gross misunderstanding of how the human animal acts before, during and after their mistakes.

Fire is hot. When an animal comes close or in touch with fire, he will know the next time not to. Ever. (Or at least as far as he can avoid it.) Simple logic. Man on the other hand likes to burn his fingers (and not just his fingers) to a great extent many a times over!

And there are many factors that contribute to this behavior. Failure, a self destructive ego, aggression, depression, boasting, jealousy and other petty human ailments, or a 'certain state of mind' if you will. There are too many reasons why you should never compare humans to animals when it comes to making mistakes, cause humans take the heavy weight title championship in this. Just take a look around and observe for say a week... or actually you could make it a day, since that will be enough to prove my point.

Keeping yourself in check may seem like a hard task (I've actually had people say to me: "How can you live like that... that sounds tiring and too much of a burden!"), but if you want to avoid certain situations and really make the best of things, keeping 'an eye out' is definitely one way to not hit the proverbial rock!

Thinking is another way. But that is too much for most these days so we'll just leave it at that. You think or you don't. You win or lose. Whichever you prefer. It's just too bad that when that rock gets hit there's so much complaining and whining that comes along with it. "Get over it, think next time!". Next time... yes, well.

Moreover I think the crux is recognition when mistakes re-occur, but in a different jacket. A parallel has to be made anytime something crosses your path that doesn't seem right (which may have similarity to something that has happened before), instead of just 'dealing with it'. You have a brain; use it. You have a mind; think!

On Critique & Hypocrisy

Crititque according to Wikipedia: "Critique is a method of disciplined, systematic analysis of a written or oral discourse. Critique is commonly understood as fault finding and negative judgement, but it can also involve merit recognition, and in the philosophical tradition it also means a methodical practice of doubt. The contemporary sense of critique has been largely influenced by the Enlightenment critique of prejudice and authority, which championed the emancipation and autonomy from religious and political authorities. Critique is an accepted format of written and oral debate."

Critique seems to me -in general life as I've witnessed- to be nothing more than one displaying negativity on that which said person never has undergone or experienced (with or without ability).

People think, people do, either one has a capacity to do that which gratifies and lives up to each person's expectation.

In comes someone who has criticism towards something that he/she dislikes.

If life consists of nothing more than getting up, going to work, have a drink or two, have kids, tend to your garden (if you're lucky to have one, if not to your common house plant), watch TV & going back to bed and feel disdain over all you may or may not have accomplished negativity is triggered towards someone/something not to one's liking.

If life consists of a daily struggle for survival your end justifies your means BUT criticism comes from another perspective towards the aformentioned person in that 'they have everything' and so have nothing to complain about.

If one is a public figure which upholds a standard and/or example (be it in music, movies, politics etc.), brutal, justified/unjustified critique is part of your everyday life from persons not in that position in that 'they have the 'freedom' to do anything' unknowing they camp with the same bullshit as the latter two.

Misconception (linking to jealousy and unhappiness) is a primary mover in any such cases. Meaning that, in every walk in life someone is displeased toward another about which way they do or say things.

The most important question (ever) is Why?

Life is made up of the most wonderful and horrible experiences. As such, to make the best out of either is to accomplish to a better end. Yet the need to contradict, revolt, and show contempt for anything that's not to one's liking is immeasurable. But to have gratitude, respect (if earned), and be graceful as an upstanding individual seems to be a hard and mostly forced quality.

Hypocrisy steps in.

Hypocrisy according to Wikipedia: "Hypocrisy is the state of pretending to have beliefs, opinions, virtues, ideals, thoughts, feelings, qualities, or standards that one does not actually have. Hypocrisy involves the deception of others and is thus a kind of lie.

And Jung on the General Hypocrisy of Man

"C. G. Jung a few times referred to the hypocrisy of people who are not aware of the dark or shadow-side of their nature.

Every individual needs revolution, inner division, overthrow of the existing order, and renewal, but not by forcing them upon his neighbors under the hypocritical cloak of Christian love or the sense of social responsibility or any of the other beautiful euphemisms for unconscious urges to personal power (Jung, 1966:5).

It is under all circumstances an advantage to be in full possession of one's personality, otherwise the repressed elements will only crop up as a hindrance elsewhere, not just at some unimportant point, but at the very spot where we are most sensitive. If people can be educated to see the shadow-side of their nature clearly, it may be hoped that they will also learn to understand and love their fellow men better. A little less hypocrisy and a little more self-knowledge can only have good results in respect for our neighbor; for we are all too prone to transfer to our fellows the injustice and violence we inflict upon our own natures (Jung, 1966:par. 28).

In New Paths in Psychology (1916) Jung pointedly referred to the "hypocritical pretenses of man".

Dream-analysis above all else mercilessly uncovers the lying morality and hypocritical pretences of man, showing him, for once, the other side of his character in the most vivid light (Jung, 1966:par. 437)."

Hypocrisy to me seems nothing more than vicarious living through someone else's belief systems (a sheep?) and -though having ability- keeps to his/herself for fear of being criticised(?).

Thus having nothing to show for and achievement is lacking yet being of opinion that 'if I had what they would have, I'd accomplish the same if not more...' is what the misguided hypocrite would live by so as to keep his/her pride intact. It runs deep, very deep. Daily interactions with the human animal is proof of that!

By and large, if unchecked I'd say everybody I cross nowadays is the most critical hypocrite (compulsive liar) that ever lived. Always stories and anecdotes about how 'they' are the ones doing it wrong. If heard too many times you start to wonder: Who are 'they'?

They are them, you, me, everyone. In everyone's eyes everyone's wrong... except yourself (and the one you're talking to to point this out who maybe agrees with you by nodding yet can't wait for you to shut up!); a masochistic tendency towards righteousness. So who's right? Same with religion. There are so many out there. Who's right?

For example, if your in a room of people and one table is talking about how they or 'some people' are wrong and the next table is saying the same, who are they talking about? I'll tell you, they're talking about each other!

It comes to the point where you have to decide if you want to be a hermit or join one of the many clans with innumerable opinions about 'them'. Of course, that is, if you were ever aware or noticed that this is how humans interact...

Being part of anything is ussually a lament song of a weak and unimaginative mind; the need to belong to something; anything. Being left out is a no no, having a will is even a greater 'sin'. Why...?

Conclusion: If you have critique it's probably because you're an hypocrite. Said flat out, you're an asshole. Remember what Dirt Harry said in The Dead Pool?: "Opinions are like assholes... everbody's got one." And in this case everybody is one too.

J.A.C.

To Paranoid Life Deniers

It may be just me, but I'm getting pretty tired of these doomsayers with their talk and dates of the world's destruction or demise.

The world will NOT end. Your personal world (i.e. your mind) will one day come to an end. The earth will outlive anyone.

It would actually be nice if the life span of a human being would be 200-500 years, maybe then they would give up this "the world is gonna end tomorrow, tonight, next week, in 10 years..." etc. etc. Ad Infinitum! Seeing as that after such a long time without proof it may convince them of their backwardness.

Wishfull thinking I guess, cause even then they wouldn't stop preaching the endtime message. Living is just so unbearable for most that they want to see it end soon because of a so called paradise awaiting or just plain boredom, or both! How utterly feeble.

The thing is that when these doomsayers meet their end is that they can't have regret for having wasted their and other people's time with their bullshit... such a shame. If there was just a brief 10 minute prolonging of life before death to show that they've wasted their life so much... "too bad, so sad, bye bye."

Self fullfilling prophecy is what most of them are adhering to anyway.

They despise freedom and are not afraid to lose that which is most precious. They are dangerous. An extreme liability. A virus spreading for thousands of years.

If animals could talk and think they wouldn't know what the hell is wrong with the human animal. Much less care about it. Only that the human animal will also be responsible for the demise of the rest of the animals.

Such assholes most humans turn out to be. Posting these blogs daily sure is proof of that!

If you're not ridden by a life threatening disease of some sort consider yourself lucky to be alive and get to do what you do; whatever that is.

It seems that most waste their time so lifelessly that when the hour of death comes the will to live all of a sudden emerges as they 'don't want to go' but rather just keep boring themselves and others to death in life?!

Such Assholes.

Little wonder I've become so Misanthropic and a borderline recluse. Luckily I've learned to shut up when there's nothing to say, smile politely and walk away unscathed. Keeps me going. That & good looking women...

On that note, here's a song that pretty much says it in a nutshell: "Kill all the Assholes" by S.O.D. (with lyrics below the video). Always puts a grin on my face...



Assholes and opinions, everyone's a saint
I say don't discriminate
Let's increase the hate
Manipulating governments,
The t.v. is their tool
God is saying just be praying
Everything is cool
Preachers praying on their flock
Mounting them on holy cock
Shove a bull whip up your ass
Call it art, I have to laugh
Our world is run by power hungry,
Selfish, greedy pricks

They want us to divide,
Unite and turn the tide

Kill, Kill, Kill
Kill the Assholes! Kill all the Assholes!

We're gonna rise, unite and turn the tide
Join in the fight, kill the assholes tonight!

Politicians, looking to get their pecker piped
Jesus freaks killing in the name of human rights
Ozone decay, what's the fucking deal
Looking for a meteor in your unhappy meal
Space ships, aliens, titanic sinks again
Peace in the middle east
When will the madness end?
Our world is run by power hungry, selfish greedy pricks

They want us to divide, unite and turn the tide

Kill, Kill, Kill
Kill the assholes! kill all the assholes!
We're gonna rise, unite and turn the tide
Join in the fight, kill the assholes tonight!

When the toilet is full you flush down the waste
And our toilet is full and is floating in space
We're human waste floating in space
Human waste

Rise of the Drone?

"Intrinsical power is achieved by kicking ass everyday; anyday..."

J.A.C.

One works to achieve; one works to see results that matter.

But there are those who literally walk around without the faintest idea of what they're doing.

Mistakes are easily made, but can be learned from if kept in mind when something similar occurs.

But it seems that most make the same mistake over and over; even on a different level.

(There are hundreds if not thousands of examples that could be placed here, but the point is obvious.)

If something is not your 'cup of tea' than that's YOUR problem. If by that rational your head gets clouded and foreseen errors are made, nobody's to blame except the person in question.

Even in a hierarchy, no matter what function you have, determining factors are to be met lest the goal is that the towers be crumbled by way of dissatisfaction (but this is highly unlikely).

Because of the ongoing growth of the populace, positions of importance are given to anyone who might fill this role or simply because one was cheap to hire for a certain period of time.

The result usually is: uninformed and/or misinformed workers with a total lack of insight to what needs to be done. Prolonging projects that have a deadline which are unable to be met because of ineptitude.

Case in point being: It's just going to cost more!

If you're a simple drone of the working class you'd better wise up and take the responsibility you've been given and stop complaining. Because if you were cut out to do something better, you would've!

If no choice is given and being all you can be is a tall order in the grand scheme of things, you'd better accept your position in the hierarchy or start considering rising beyond the simple drones through ability, determination, discipline and a Will to be that you need to be.

But if you're in the same position for say 10 to 30 years yet still complain that this or that doesn't seem right, the problem obviously is you!

Learn to be a humble acknowledged slave, for that is the position you've been given, and accepted it for any reason (be it circumstance, cause or just desperation).

With the population growing so fervently and nobody keeping this in check, options and choices are becoming scarce (for those who don't see). So either do, or get out of the way of those who want to.

If comfortable slaves get harassed by an uncomfortable one it will result in an undirected 'rise against...' situation which is mediocre at best and shameful at worst.

Disturbing the 'peace' is not a bad thing, but have guts and evidence to back your 'loudness' up; even if you're on your own.

The shuffling herd will keep rolling at the speed of a steamroller, many shall fall aside, but applicants are always taken, even when not needed; to keep the money in circulation and miniature empires above ground. And that because of stupidity, mediocrity and sheer ignorance.

Luckily some of us have better things to look forward to.

"All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy..."

Stop whining Jack and do something about it!

EX NIHILO, NIHIL FIT

J.A.C. MMX

The Case Against Humanity

Let it be known that the world is full! The glass is filled to the rim and thus overflowing is not to be prevented.

Each child that is given birth these days is without concern or care and is a selfish act to preserve one's namesake on this earth to trudge along in the same meaningless way as the conceivers.

No one is allowed to die naturally for we have to keep everyone alive under a false law that there is a sanctity of human life.

Yet no one cares about environment; how much it takes to keep species alive as rations are becoming less and less.

And nature is merciless, for when the earth is getting full it will cut down part of what life becomes overabundant... Yet they keep breeding; Why?!

Every person is NOT special.

Humanity is like excessive use of anything that is used too frequently; it becomes stale and without meaning; a habit doomed to nothingness.

And what habit does not die hard?

Lines are becoming longer, crowding is inevitable, so major scale die-offs are bound to happen.

Every man and woman is a star?

Not likely, because this is measured by one's quality, will power, input, output and character of which many possess not a percentage.

Some have it, some don't, deal with it.

The useless are in abundance and they are ready to be used at any price, at any cost.
For no one walks pridely in obscurity without some form of recognition.

Commit a heinous crime and there is media at your door; any publicity -positive or negative- is good publicity.

'Create' any kind of 'art' and sell it as something original; be it shitting on a table, beating up instruments and recording and selling it or shoving a bullwhip up your ass and pose, the media is at your door ad nauseum!

The only cure for this?
Pay no attention/ Give no attention (this concerns you).

If one is not given attention they are likely to seek even more ways to get it at any cost; the advice is not to give this attention.

Once they are not given proper attention (to the last straw) this will most likely result in suicides; for failure is a heavy burden.

Yet failure is where it's at everyday, but it gets praise...

So the rusted wheel keeps on grinding into damaged pavement and mankind is pulling/pushing at the far end of it.

Towards Death, Within Life.